I Plan To Quit.
I Plan To Quit.
Hello everyone. I have done this once before, but this time, clearly, I have taken to realizing I am looping myself into this game, and not getting as much as I thought I would want. I have played RPG MO for over 7 years. There was a time where I felt how I do now, not fulfilled, talking into a void, being too ambitious for something that is not my own. I strive to do big things, and I feel that RPG MO will not quite do that in the long term. I have unhealthy habits with the game, spending money for things I then stop pushing for. I have focus issues, which is why I can struggle in games that have paywalls for certain features and cosmetics. When I saw that it would take years to reach my desired goals, it killed my optimism, I have lied to myself, thinking I will accomplish this in a short enough time to feed my focus issues well. It just isn't feasible. I have made countless potential suggestions and even contributions, and have fallen short just about every time. Any time I dream chase in the game for something, I fall short, every, single, time. I have months worth of time spent in one spot in one map, doing nothing else. Events always make me feel like I am maybe able to step back, rather than step forward. While you may think this is a hiatus, I plan to quit in full. I have lost that feeling you get when you get something in the game and want to hold it close. I would like to move on. I'm sorry to anyone who had believed in me within this experience, but it is just not working out for me. I am sorry. If you wish to still talk, that is totally okay with me. If you wish to talk about the game, that's okay too, I don't *hate* the game, I'm just not going to do things that'll keep me happy within it. I'll remain somewhat active until the event is over, after that, consider me gone from RPG MO. Thank you for being there for me, you know who you all are. <3